Sleepless Nights

It must need be late in the evening for me to able to post. No noises of kids and their demands. Alone to my thoughts and worries. Wednesday nights always seem to be the hardest to sleep.

There was some speculation that this was caused by the excitement of kids and Awana and my inability to gear down after club. The other contender was the fact that Thursday is chemo day and I have a lot of underlying stress creeping in. This summer has provided the later to be true as we have not had kids club for 2 months. I suppose more time in God's word would help abate these fears.


Harry is traveling with my Dad in a semi-trailer. When he returns on Saturday he will have been gone a week. It has been a quite week. The littles don't seem to fight the same when he it gone but they do fight. Snotty little bickering that just doesn't seem to happen when Harry is around. He doesn't let Lauren do snotty.


Just a little more than 3 weeks left of summer vacation. Where does it all go. Gotta get a friend party or 2 planned in this short time left. Wonder what we should do. We had planned to go to the new pool in Ames but they are really slow in opening the pool.


We have loved the pool this year. Lauren and Levi are old enough they can be dropped off at the pool for a few hours all by themselves. Which I did Monday. However, about 50 minutes later there they were at my back door. A friend had brought them home as there was a "fecal" matter at the pool (read A KID POOPED in THE POOL). They were a little shock up but bounced back well. They wanted to go back yesterday. OK. They will probably go tomorrow as I have chemo. (The did not get to go today because of a messy room incident.)